the lonely me

teachers...

2006-08-12T17:27:00.000+08:00

arent teachers supposed to be gd?

y do they prove me wrong always? well, some are good, some are not..

gd teachers - ms priya, mrs lee (both esther and hong leong), lian kiat tong

bad teachers - lao han, my science tuition teacher

my science tuition teacher...
is what iam going to elaborate about today, lolz, this stupid teacher, he doesnt even let me talk in class, he looks so stupid, i havent scolded him for looking so idiotic, he come and scold me.. he ask me sit with gals u know, ok, u know i dont realli hate gals, but sitting with a stranger is so damn stupid!

i found out something - those with the surname 'low' are usually very cocky, dun believe go and see!

mothers

2006-08-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

i finally agree with tianjie... not about the life sux thing but that mothers suck

My mother juz had a terrible quarrel wiht me.

she forbids me frm going msn and blogging which is what i usually do when i go online, what will i do then? mothers are cruel, they whole day blabber" this is for ur own gd" blah blah blah, they crap one lah, its all nonsense...

tianjie's mother whole day scold him and dont let hime use com no gameboy cant go school early, we are all on the same boat. but no time to care about them le, wanna concentrate on work, after psle then talk, i'm going to shout at school at the last day of school, anybody with me?

the VIOLINIST

2006-08-04T17:14:00.000+08:00

i will never forget the day, the day where i lost one of my million lifes, the day when i was recognised as the VIOLINIST...

it was a very calm day, as it seemed, but actually it was the day of my death, the day the two ghosts came to take something of mine down, one life, i felt weaker, till it couldn't stay bottled up in my heart, and this is the day i let the story out of my soul...

it was a normal schooling day, never did i know that something so horrid and scary and abnormal would happen on such a normal, calm and good day. it was wednesday, music, was the thing that brought my death about. MUSIC, it is said to give people a gd feeling, it keeps people calm, it relaxes the soul, but it was actually the one that weakened my soul.

confession...

2006-07-28T02:33:00.000+08:00

why are things so hard to tell other people? even when u do something wrong, u feel that u have not gone wrong and will ask yourself: why must i apologize? i havent done anything wrong! actually u have, juz that u havent realized it and is juz too STUBBORN!

4 example, teachers too.. when u 4get to bring any hw, u tend to feel very depressed and frightened that ur teachers will scold u, but actually, admitting foist is the best choice, cause it will tend to relate to the teachers that u are a responsible person, someone who is very honest, EVERYBODY makes mistakes, so dont be afraid to admit to them, must be nan zi han...

but there is something else that is far more hard, that needs far more courage...

a cough..

2006-07-27T08:17:00.000+08:00

ORAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! english somemore, aiya so stupid, i mean the oral, not the teacher, dun mistaken, okies...

plus, i still have a cough, aiya this is so lame........ later still gotta comb hair, everything...

u ask me how i got me cough, i think itz from me frens, of course, frens rock me world, but not when they pass me diseases like cough or even worse, dengue fever, dots....

my throat is so dry, i really DONT feel lyk taking oral or go to school, i just feel like staying in bed, ok, dun think sidetrack, but juz to sleep...

life's beautiful, it DOES not suck

2006-07-26T11:36:00.000+08:00

Why does Tj say life sux?

actually, it does suck a bit, but friends rock the world, as tianjie always says...
we study, play together, chat, its damn fun, but maybe in our next 10,20 years, we might even be working together, be millionaires... dots

life rocks, ok u will find out soon... especially tj, cos when he finds himself a girlfriend, a wife and gets a son, he will LOVe it, believe me....

Why must things be so UNFAIR?

2006-07-21T17:39:00.000+08:00

This world is so unfair... u ask me how it is unfair, u can see MANY, many examples below...

1st Teachers... why are teachers even born in the first place, they are not supposed to even be born into this world, they torment us they torture us, they claim to be caring for us, "This is for your own good!" they always say sheepishly

2nd Sports... sports is a group of activities that can BE fun, but may be spoilt and be in a bad mood if u lose. Losing is no big deal, but is the way we lose that is spiking. people push, people kick us, they even fight with us whenever thye lose, or we accidentally kick them.

aiya u AnSWER me,, WHY is this world UNFair????????????????????????????????